Tuesday, 31Dec2013

LAST DAY OF TWO THOUSAND AND THIRTEEN!!

Before I actually start talking about things I'm grateful for for the year, which I'm almost always never am. Can I start complaining? Recently my phone screen kept flashing rapidly whenever I'm on twitter or facebook applications. Is that a sign that I should honestly quit them now? But really, it's quite rare to be able to catch a time whereby it doesn't blink at all when I'm on those apps. It's impossible to even read and select anything I want because it's like the system's jammed. At first it was only my twitter, then Facebook joined in the fun! Hmm... Hopefully my Whatsapp and Instagram don't follow suit in their bad bad footsteps. LOL. It's getting on my nerves and all I can do is to take random photos and start captioning it with my rants! :X

Well yesterday was a busy busy day but hey, I SURVIVED! And came home with a really filled stomach (AGAIN). Gosh, am I EVER going to start restricting myself? Anyways, I've received a mail regarding the details on Edusave Presentation and no matter how whoever tried hiding the fact that the letter wasn't opened before, I could tell that it was!! Okay, or maybe I'm just being paranoid as usual but yes, I don't trust them and am pretty sure it has been opened before because there're ALWAYS traces left behind that I'd notice just naturally. Make a guess: where will it be held at? Somewhere RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY HOUSE!! Yeah man, yeah man! Can you feel my joy? No? Not at all?? Frankly speaking, I'm not excited about that ceremony at all. Almost wanted to say the exact venue out though but if I really did do that, then you'll all know where I'm staying at.

Oh wait, was I supposed to be saying about things I'm grateful for? Okay, let's skip that because.... Life's too short to be grateful and I'm proud of how society has taught me well.

Another thing that other people'll probably talk about since a new year is starting: New Year Resolutions
Sorry but HELLO, do you guys actually keep them in mind and do something about it to reach the goals? Well, I certainly am not that kind of person who'll. So let's see.. It's the last day of 2013 now and I'm still:
1. Ugly
2. Short
3. Fat
4. Evil-hearted
5. Stupid
6. Unwanted

Yeap, tell me about the change from last year because I apparently can't notice any.

~ It's not bad to be pessimistic at times but please don't be stuck at that side for too long because then you'll probably find it hard to really find something worth being positive about. ~

Ohoh, and not forgetting the band practice today and what happens after. Came home stuffed with food again! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!

Saturday, 28Dec2013

Here's another update from me:

The current book I'm reading now says so much about life. Its uncertainty and all, you just can't imagine how relatable or logical it all sounds. While reading that book, I felt so much like Eva who constantly relies so much on Patty and also Don. Up till where I last stopped reading, it can't stop bringing tears to my eyes because at some point I almost thought I was Eva myself. Suffered and managed to struggle through the ordeal she's been put through years before and still finding it hard to really settle down at times. Like what I said just now, she relies heavily on the closed ones around her. Without knowing they're all lying to her with the friendly and warm smiling faces of theirs. She was practically living a life of lies that people feed into her and it really touches your heart to feel or to pity her. What she doesn't know, they're all cheating on her, though showing signs of letting the cat out of the bag and being really trippy frequently. She cares for them, for their worries. She.....
Cared.

Gosh, the way I put the storyline makes it plain and boring doesn't it? Because I'm not a good writer! :( However, I really recommend all to read it. It's a good read. Drop me a message or comment or anything if you're interested.

~ Read books. Get yourself into the story. It may be a tragedy, fairytale or whatsoever, but read, and get yourself out of this world in that moment. ~

Wednesday, 25Dec2013

Santa Claus is coming to town~ Yes oh yes, it's Christmas right now!! And I'm going to sleep with Christmas songs playing in the background. Hehe.
Just want to wish everyone a MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS! <3
(Also, obviously, a happy everyday if sadness consumes you all the time. If you're still hanging on, let me remind you how strong you are to have come this far and continue the good work!)

~ Can't decide a FAVOURITE song of this festive season after all these years but surely I'll figure it out soon in the years to come. :) ~

*starts singing* It's the most wonderful time of the year (always playing on The Ellen Show)

-continued: 2nd part-

Gosh I'm feeling extremely bloated from all those sushi delights! I totally look like a pregnant lady right now. Haha. Can't believe we saw so many people we know just by walking round the area for less than an hour.
Oh, and and and those who wished me yesterday or today or whenever, sorry I replied late because... Yeap, too many things to be done but I did eventually reply all of you right! Okay, I'm very sure I did. Don't feel offended if you texted and I asked who you are because I don't have your contact saved in my phone. 对不起, 对不起。Other than all of the above, I think that's about it. And hope you had a great Christmas evening!! Cheerio~

Monday, 23Dec2013

These few days especially yesterday, the social network sites I'm on... Facebook: Having tangyuan with family Twitter: Tangyuan making! Instagram: Round round TANGYUAN!! Basically just photos of glutinous rice dumplings everywhere and I'm just here like, what is going on?? Then I realised it was 冬至 festival. Anyway, the weather has been rather chilly this month and I appreciated and am still appreciating it so KEEP IT UP SINGAPORE! Oh so let me tell you what I've been up to while I was away from here. Went searching for this Hisshou Japanese Cafe somewhere and after what seemed like nearly half an hour, I still couldn't find it. So I guessed the cafe doesn't exist anymore. However, there's this Ice Cream Skool that's in its place and I still don't really know if it's a nice place to chill out at because by the time I was there, it already has its shutter down. :( Now that's one of the cons of only exploring at night. One of the nights that I finally have a solo date with my baby blue whale, I got home to see a dragonfly on the wall right outside my house! Hehe. So that's about it, the other things will not be mentioned here (or anywhere else). ~ Can I please please pleaseeeee go travelling around the world when I get older and am capable of taking good care of myself? But the ultimate problem still lies in the financial part though, sigh. ~ ONE MORE DAY TO CHRISTMAS! Oh baby, all I want for Christmas is you(r present)!!

Friday, 20Dec2013

Currently writing this blog while resting somewhere at Bugis+. Raining for some quite time today, sigh it kind of ruins my mood a little too. Anyway, I spent the whole of today like every other day of my holiday, which is to EXPLORE! And while I was at Bugis for a little while today, guess who was there?? LUNAFLY!! Yeah man, just happen to chance upon their meet-and-greet session.
Sidetracking, don't you just love those people Christmas Carol-ing in the malls? :) I love it. Their enthusiasm always gets to me, in a good way.
Also, I bought my 2014 planner already! OH YAY. Okay, having a new planner always makes me a little happier that I most probably will still be alive for the next year to happen.
In conclusion: DID SO MUCH SHOPPING TODAY :x
Ps. Bottom's a photo of a performance I saw yesterday at Changi City Point. If I'm not wrong, they're called BandNation.

~ Go for shopping sprees, even if it's just a flea market apparel shopping or shopping for gorceries! Though it makes you depressed later on for spending money, but just live for that kind of short and temporary happiness will do (at least for me). ~

Monday, 16Dec2013

Finally! Today's the day I visit the Singapore Arts Museum (SAM) after having the trip postponed. The exhibits were so fabulous!! Imagine me being the artist. :) I wish. If you're near Bras Basah, just head on in and take a tour around. The art piece that left the deepest impression on me was the room made of dolls / toys. After you stepped in and start noticing something, it makes you feel really creeped out. (shall not provide a spoiler here hehe) But the guide was really enthusiastic and told us the story behind that art piece and the intention the artist had. Even now, I can still picture the room in my head really clearly, gosh. I must say it was daunting! Another was about Barbara, and it's just some amazing yet a little disturbing animation that I did not get to finish because somebody was rushing off to see the other exhibitions. :P
Don't forget the room with lots of Post.Its for "If the world had changed"! (i should've taken an #ootd photo with the colourful post.it notes as background right? sigh what a waste) Also also, the "Not against interpretation: Untitled" which you can give it your own titles based solely on what you can feel and understand from the different art pieces. Okay, shall post a photo of the booklet you can get from that last exhibition that I mentioned for better guidance when you're touring!
So that's part of TODAY...

Two days ago, I finally met up with some people to have dinner and other stuff. Man, I really wish there was a remote to control which parts of my life I want to re-play. Because I REALLY MISS THEM!
Anyways, GUESS WHO I SAW (on Friday th 13th)? Nah, you guys'll never know. That person made that supposedly unlucky day that people proclaimed it to be into a happy day for me. :) Afternoons are always the time I bump into people even though I'm not that active during that time because I go out in the morning or at night. Don't judge.

~ Tours can be fun at times but I just never really appreciated it until recently. Can't wait for more explorations! ~

Tuesday, 10Dec2013

Christmas is coming!!
I just got reminded that I should've bought tickets for the Countdown concert to 2014 this year because The Wanted is coming, and my dad sort of likes that band. Can I get any dumber? (the most repeated question in my head) Still remembered how he kept singing 'Glad You Came' and 'Chasing The Sun'. Haha. I have a really cute dad.
Anyway, ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR INTERVIEW, MAY!! I'm always so excited for you because your life rocks so much. :)

P.S The upper part of my tummy still hurts a little from yesterday. Meh.

~ Rejoice for the blessings others get even if you don't feel happiness yourself. ~

OH.MY.GAWD. I did not realise that this wasn't posted!! Hahaha. Pardon me for my stupidity.

Sunday, 08Dec2013

Raining non-stop since early afternoon today and it just adds on. Wanted to head out to study, but apparently this weather is a sign for me to stay home and just lie on the couch throughout. (which is exactly what I've been doing)
You know how hard it is to stay positive, especially when you don't see anything good happening? Sigh, created this blog to make myself feel better but at times the sadness overwhelmes me so much and I can't do nothing about it.
Today, December the 8th is my little sister's birthday. Miss her so much but what can I do? It's so depressing for things to be like this now. I wish everything would go away, I wish everyone would go away, I wish I would just go away.

~ If you wondered when you started changing, and realised that this might be the real you all along. ~

Thursday, 05Dec2013

Having some crazy conversations with people I've never thought I'll be talking to. Can't believe I used to have it with every friend of mine and now it's just you, and only you. The irony is, I don't even talk to you offline and we're not close at all. Then again, there's no one I'm close to now that I'm extremely nothing but needy.
On a side note, I received Good Progress and EAGLES Awards! Though I'll only be getting the cash next year, but it means more money in my bank account. Haha. Something to be happy about, isn't it? In addition to the pay I'll be getting which is around $350 for working full 4 days!

P.s. To be honest, your sweet talks make me feel really happy and wanted. However, things will not work out and I have to start staying away. (Again) Do you get me? I just don't want to get hurt.

~ The person to be there for you might not be the ones you're always hanging out with. ~