Tuesday, 31Dec2013

LAST DAY OF TWO THOUSAND AND THIRTEEN!!

Before I actually start talking about things I'm grateful for for the year, which I'm almost always never am. Can I start complaining? Recently my phone screen kept flashing rapidly whenever I'm on twitter or facebook applications. Is that a sign that I should honestly quit them now? But really, it's quite rare to be able to catch a time whereby it doesn't blink at all when I'm on those apps. It's impossible to even read and select anything I want because it's like the system's jammed. At first it was only my twitter, then Facebook joined in the fun! Hmm... Hopefully my Whatsapp and Instagram don't follow suit in their bad bad footsteps. LOL. It's getting on my nerves and all I can do is to take random photos and start captioning it with my rants! :X

Well yesterday was a busy busy day but hey, I SURVIVED! And came home with a really filled stomach (AGAIN). Gosh, am I EVER going to start restricting myself? Anyways, I've received a mail regarding the details on Edusave Presentation and no matter how whoever tried hiding the fact that the letter wasn't opened before, I could tell that it was!! Okay, or maybe I'm just being paranoid as usual but yes, I don't trust them and am pretty sure it has been opened before because there're ALWAYS traces left behind that I'd notice just naturally. Make a guess: where will it be held at? Somewhere RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY HOUSE!! Yeah man, yeah man! Can you feel my joy? No? Not at all?? Frankly speaking, I'm not excited about that ceremony at all. Almost wanted to say the exact venue out though but if I really did do that, then you'll all know where I'm staying at.

Oh wait, was I supposed to be saying about things I'm grateful for? Okay, let's skip that because.... Life's too short to be grateful and I'm proud of how society has taught me well.

Another thing that other people'll probably talk about since a new year is starting: New Year Resolutions
Sorry but HELLO, do you guys actually keep them in mind and do something about it to reach the goals? Well, I certainly am not that kind of person who'll. So let's see.. It's the last day of 2013 now and I'm still:
1. Ugly
2. Short
3. Fat
4. Evil-hearted
5. Stupid
6. Unwanted

Yeap, tell me about the change from last year because I apparently can't notice any.

~ It's not bad to be pessimistic at times but please don't be stuck at that side for too long because then you'll probably find it hard to really find something worth being positive about. ~

Ohoh, and not forgetting the band practice today and what happens after. Came home stuffed with food again! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!

Saturday, 28Dec2013

Here's another update from me:

The current book I'm reading now says so much about life. Its uncertainty and all, you just can't imagine how relatable or logical it all sounds. While reading that book, I felt so much like Eva who constantly relies so much on Patty and also Don. Up till where I last stopped reading, it can't stop bringing tears to my eyes because at some point I almost thought I was Eva myself. Suffered and managed to struggle through the ordeal she's been put through years before and still finding it hard to really settle down at times. Like what I said just now, she relies heavily on the closed ones around her. Without knowing they're all lying to her with the friendly and warm smiling faces of theirs. She was practically living a life of lies that people feed into her and it really touches your heart to feel or to pity her. What she doesn't know, they're all cheating on her, though showing signs of letting the cat out of the bag and being really trippy frequently. She cares for them, for their worries. She.....
Cared.

Gosh, the way I put the storyline makes it plain and boring doesn't it? Because I'm not a good writer! :( However, I really recommend all to read it. It's a good read. Drop me a message or comment or anything if you're interested.

~ Read books. Get yourself into the story. It may be a tragedy, fairytale or whatsoever, but read, and get yourself out of this world in that moment. ~

Wednesday, 25Dec2013

Santa Claus is coming to town~ Yes oh yes, it's Christmas right now!! And I'm going to sleep with Christmas songs playing in the background. Hehe.
Just want to wish everyone a MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS! <3
(Also, obviously, a happy everyday if sadness consumes you all the time. If you're still hanging on, let me remind you how strong you are to have come this far and continue the good work!)

~ Can't decide a FAVOURITE song of this festive season after all these years but surely I'll figure it out soon in the years to come. :) ~

*starts singing* It's the most wonderful time of the year (always playing on The Ellen Show)

-continued: 2nd part-

Gosh I'm feeling extremely bloated from all those sushi delights! I totally look like a pregnant lady right now. Haha. Can't believe we saw so many people we know just by walking round the area for less than an hour.
Oh, and and and those who wished me yesterday or today or whenever, sorry I replied late because... Yeap, too many things to be done but I did eventually reply all of you right! Okay, I'm very sure I did. Don't feel offended if you texted and I asked who you are because I don't have your contact saved in my phone. 对不起, 对不起。Other than all of the above, I think that's about it. And hope you had a great Christmas evening!! Cheerio~

Monday, 23Dec2013

These few days especially yesterday, the social network sites I'm on... Facebook: Having tangyuan with family Twitter: Tangyuan making! Instagram: Round round TANGYUAN!! Basically just photos of glutinous rice dumplings everywhere and I'm just here like, what is going on?? Then I realised it was 冬至 festival. Anyway, the weather has been rather chilly this month and I appreciated and am still appreciating it so KEEP IT UP SINGAPORE! Oh so let me tell you what I've been up to while I was away from here. Went searching for this Hisshou Japanese Cafe somewhere and after what seemed like nearly half an hour, I still couldn't find it. So I guessed the cafe doesn't exist anymore. However, there's this Ice Cream Skool that's in its place and I still don't really know if it's a nice place to chill out at because by the time I was there, it already has its shutter down. :( Now that's one of the cons of only exploring at night. One of the nights that I finally have a solo date with my baby blue whale, I got home to see a dragonfly on the wall right outside my house! Hehe. So that's about it, the other things will not be mentioned here (or anywhere else). ~ Can I please please pleaseeeee go travelling around the world when I get older and am capable of taking good care of myself? But the ultimate problem still lies in the financial part though, sigh. ~ ONE MORE DAY TO CHRISTMAS! Oh baby, all I want for Christmas is you(r present)!!

Friday, 20Dec2013

Currently writing this blog while resting somewhere at Bugis+. Raining for some quite time today, sigh it kind of ruins my mood a little too. Anyway, I spent the whole of today like every other day of my holiday, which is to EXPLORE! And while I was at Bugis for a little while today, guess who was there?? LUNAFLY!! Yeah man, just happen to chance upon their meet-and-greet session.
Sidetracking, don't you just love those people Christmas Carol-ing in the malls? :) I love it. Their enthusiasm always gets to me, in a good way.
Also, I bought my 2014 planner already! OH YAY. Okay, having a new planner always makes me a little happier that I most probably will still be alive for the next year to happen.
In conclusion: DID SO MUCH SHOPPING TODAY :x
Ps. Bottom's a photo of a performance I saw yesterday at Changi City Point. If I'm not wrong, they're called BandNation.

~ Go for shopping sprees, even if it's just a flea market apparel shopping or shopping for gorceries! Though it makes you depressed later on for spending money, but just live for that kind of short and temporary happiness will do (at least for me). ~

Monday, 16Dec2013

Finally! Today's the day I visit the Singapore Arts Museum (SAM) after having the trip postponed. The exhibits were so fabulous!! Imagine me being the artist. :) I wish. If you're near Bras Basah, just head on in and take a tour around. The art piece that left the deepest impression on me was the room made of dolls / toys. After you stepped in and start noticing something, it makes you feel really creeped out. (shall not provide a spoiler here hehe) But the guide was really enthusiastic and told us the story behind that art piece and the intention the artist had. Even now, I can still picture the room in my head really clearly, gosh. I must say it was daunting! Another was about Barbara, and it's just some amazing yet a little disturbing animation that I did not get to finish because somebody was rushing off to see the other exhibitions. :P
Don't forget the room with lots of Post.Its for "If the world had changed"! (i should've taken an #ootd photo with the colourful post.it notes as background right? sigh what a waste) Also also, the "Not against interpretation: Untitled" which you can give it your own titles based solely on what you can feel and understand from the different art pieces. Okay, shall post a photo of the booklet you can get from that last exhibition that I mentioned for better guidance when you're touring!
So that's part of TODAY...

Two days ago, I finally met up with some people to have dinner and other stuff. Man, I really wish there was a remote to control which parts of my life I want to re-play. Because I REALLY MISS THEM!
Anyways, GUESS WHO I SAW (on Friday th 13th)? Nah, you guys'll never know. That person made that supposedly unlucky day that people proclaimed it to be into a happy day for me. :) Afternoons are always the time I bump into people even though I'm not that active during that time because I go out in the morning or at night. Don't judge.

~ Tours can be fun at times but I just never really appreciated it until recently. Can't wait for more explorations! ~

Tuesday, 10Dec2013

Christmas is coming!!
I just got reminded that I should've bought tickets for the Countdown concert to 2014 this year because The Wanted is coming, and my dad sort of likes that band. Can I get any dumber? (the most repeated question in my head) Still remembered how he kept singing 'Glad You Came' and 'Chasing The Sun'. Haha. I have a really cute dad.
Anyway, ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR INTERVIEW, MAY!! I'm always so excited for you because your life rocks so much. :)

P.S The upper part of my tummy still hurts a little from yesterday. Meh.

~ Rejoice for the blessings others get even if you don't feel happiness yourself. ~

OH.MY.GAWD. I did not realise that this wasn't posted!! Hahaha. Pardon me for my stupidity.

Sunday, 08Dec2013

Raining non-stop since early afternoon today and it just adds on. Wanted to head out to study, but apparently this weather is a sign for me to stay home and just lie on the couch throughout. (which is exactly what I've been doing)
You know how hard it is to stay positive, especially when you don't see anything good happening? Sigh, created this blog to make myself feel better but at times the sadness overwhelmes me so much and I can't do nothing about it.
Today, December the 8th is my little sister's birthday. Miss her so much but what can I do? It's so depressing for things to be like this now. I wish everything would go away, I wish everyone would go away, I wish I would just go away.

~ If you wondered when you started changing, and realised that this might be the real you all along. ~

Thursday, 05Dec2013

Having some crazy conversations with people I've never thought I'll be talking to. Can't believe I used to have it with every friend of mine and now it's just you, and only you. The irony is, I don't even talk to you offline and we're not close at all. Then again, there's no one I'm close to now that I'm extremely nothing but needy.
On a side note, I received Good Progress and EAGLES Awards! Though I'll only be getting the cash next year, but it means more money in my bank account. Haha. Something to be happy about, isn't it? In addition to the pay I'll be getting which is around $350 for working full 4 days!

P.s. To be honest, your sweet talks make me feel really happy and wanted. However, things will not work out and I have to start staying away. (Again) Do you get me? I just don't want to get hurt.

~ The person to be there for you might not be the ones you're always hanging out with. ~

4 days at Sitex 2013

To make sure I wouldn't die of boredom at home, I got a job at Sitex again this year to sell advanced phone cases. Sales was pretty bad for me in the first 2 days and let me tell you, the location I was placed in was such a BAD spot. It was so horrible that no one ever wants to look at your product at all. Got to know some other promoters from the companies near us though. Pretty funny and loving bunch. Last few hours of the 3rd day, I got relocated to Epicentre and it's really awesome doing sales there because: 1. It's right at the entrance 2. So much easier to get customers 3. Got to meet new people
One of the customers that'd bought from me was really really nice. HAHA! He even shook my hand and wished me luck for my sales. Hehehe. Let me blush a little first. He was pretty buff and goodlooking as well, which explains why I should blush right? Oopsie daisy. He even asked for my name! :O Okay, he isn't the only one. Another customer of mine was called Jeremiah, and he asked for my name too. Don't know if I'm thinking too much or what, but some of the older people who've talked to me made me feel like they're a little like paedophiles. Hahaha. Speaking of which reminds me of this uncle who was obviously flirting with me, and I had to entertain him because he was helping me promote it to his friend. He even thought of poaching me to help him for his company. I mean like, are you freaking serious? He creeps me out a lil' and the whole time I just wished he could disappear right away.

Day 4: My last day to get more money from commission but I gave it up by walking around, and accompanying this gorilla friend of mine. I can't believe I even sat beside him while he smoked and chit-chat. I mean, I personally don't like the smell of smoke and would avoid it if possible. Anyway, this citibank uncle was so entertaining by making fun of us (Chingyi, Weicheng and I). And we talked about politics as well. Oops. Which is mostly about how expensive everything was and blamed it all on the 3 alphabets (If you know what I mean). Basically, I was super loud, enthusiastic and chilling out during these 4 days, especially today (last day) and just went about 自high-ing and moving to the music blasted all around. Haha.

~ No idea why I enjoy work more than studying in school. Probably because I get to meet more people and stay out of home for the whole day! Work hard for the earnings to enjoy future spendings. ~

Wednesday, 27Nov2013

Haven't been here for a few days now and I'd figured that maybe one post a day was too crazy for me. Hahaha. How can I possibly post everyday, especially when I'm pretty busy at times.
So basically work for me starts tomorrow and honestly, I can't wait! A little nervous about how my performance would be, and obviously, I'd want to sell more than 70 units by the end of the four days to get the additional 50 bucks bonus. The company I've approached for this year's event offered a much better pay as compared to last year's. We even have a whatsapp group with the guys chattering non-stop in it. Here's something bad: I'll miss things that I want to go for because of the dates I'm working. Not forgetting Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows part 2 that'll be shown on tv this Sunday. (psst, it's the one I've not watched yet!)
Getting really edgy recently, and you might ask, aren't you edgy always? Yes, I'm always feeling it just more these few days. Anyway, today's my workout day 2! With the great help from Runtastic apps, varying from sit-ups to squats to push-ups. My muscles are starting to ache, and it makes me happy.

~ Exercising makes you feel more accomplished when you start setting goals and striving to achieve it. Go for it, don't let anyone stop you! ~

Thursday, 21Nov2013

Interview for the sitex 2013 event job was really simple and easy to pass. Trust me, they will normally look for people who talks and I'm really talkative if you don't know. I got a little lost while trying to find my way to that interview and I chance upon the Converse Warehouse Sales. So being the shopaholic I am, I walked straight in and bought a pair of Everlast shoes even though I didn't stay for long. Anyway, IT'S ONLY TEN BUCKS FOR IT! Oh gosh, tell me how do I live without money if I shop like that?! So what do you think of it? Tell me about it in the comments box below!
Also, I went to Singapore Expo (yes, again) for Times' Bookfest! Thought most people were there for it, but I was wrong. Everyone was heading for the John Little Mega Sale or Asia Food Fair but not the Bookfest. All the salesperson working there are guys, that was what I'd realised when I was leaving Expo Hall 3B. Was that why they didn't even bother replying to my email because I am not a guy? How could they! Haha.
Generally, it was a happy happy day and everyday should be like this!

~ Go for a little shopping therapy, it helps! No matter the price, just buy and make sure it's something you won't regret. ~

Wednesday, 20Nov2013

Hey ya! I just want to complain about how noisy it is right now. Honestly, I'm wondering if Singapore can get any noisier. Behind and in front of my block, they're demolishing down i-dont-know-what and at home there's another monster destroying the house. I've got to say, Singapore contributes to noise pollution the most because there's not a single second of silence around ever. That's all, ciao!

~ Even a constant water-dripping sound in an absolutely silent room can drive one crazy. (im going craycray soon!) ~

Tuesday, 19Nov2013

Still a little sick with the slight fever, sore throat and stuff, but who's stopping you to have some fun?! Ended off the day by having a cup of hot cuppucino at McDonald's. Paid by my sister! :)

~ Staying out till late at times can be healthy (to your mind) too. ~

first week of holidays

(on the very first day)..

Monday, 18Nov2013

Went for John Little sales in the afternoon right after lunch just to see the vans sales. Honestly speaking, it was really disappointing. Dad was with me. As he was kind of in a rush to go for his therapy, he went off first but came back awhile later looking for me. All he wanted to do was to show me this bicycle that he was considering to buy for me! :') Such an awesome dad. It'd cost him to miss the therapy session that he'd planned to go for and had to miss it and join a later one. In the end, I told him I'll be fine without a bike and he should buy a new one for himself instead. Even though I hadn't talked about getting a bike for a few days now, but he still remembered and wanted to do all he can to make me happy. It really really has touched me and I honestly do not know how I'm going to get my days by without my dad. He's the best dad, best parent, best friend, I'll ever get and I sincerely hope he stays in the pink of health forever. <3 I love you, dad. It's nice to know that you're still so wonderful to this bad daughter of yours.

~ Always craving for the best of everything and ungrateful towards others. Sometimes I really hope you guys know how much I treasure and cherish each and every one of you. ~

the week after PW OP is over!

Monday, 11Nov2013

Nothing much has happened today, just that I've reached school late. The reason was because we didn't have to assemble and so I just decide to go late. Haha. The whole day was pretty boring, just that after school, we were walking around CausewayPoint thinking of what food to buy for takeaway. As usual, I bought Chicken Cutlet with chilli powder from 可口味! :)

~ A small sessions with friends can perk you up at times. ~

Tuesday, 12Nov2013

My first lesson (Biology) starts at 10.00am, and we definitely have decided to have...... BREAKFAST BEFORE SCHOOL TOGETHER!! So we had MacBreakfast. :)
Anyway, I still can't believe I forgot to take my water bottle along with me when I exit the lecture theatre for Economics! And so I went back when others were having their History lecture to get it back. It was really embarrassing! Imagine doing that in front of so many people!!

~ Enjoy each day and always check if you've left some precious things behind. (you won't wanna lose it!) ~

Wednesday, 13Nov2013

There's nothing much that was done today except that we went to watch Ender's Game after school. It was a really a not-happening day, and I NEED SOMETHING TO SPICE IT UP PLEASE!

~ Take your time off work and start enjoying by watching a movie or reading a book. It helps, I promise! ~

Thursday, 14Nov2013

Today we're getting our promotional results back and all of us are going bananas just thinking about it! However, we had to sit through this Relationship Module held by AdamKhoo before it's the release of our results. Can't believe it's almost the end of the school year, and I feel like I've just attended school? Now for the hard part, passing your result slip to your parents.

~ As long as you know you've tried your best, nothing else especially the results should matter. ~

Friday, 15Nov2013

Currently, the whole house smells like urine and I'm the only one who smelled it? That's not the only thing that's making me really irritated. Am feeling extremely edgy right now because I'm not alone in the living room and I've always hated company when I'm trying to relax here. Perhaps if my family members can do things properly and leave things as they are, I'll feel slightly better? Sometimes (in fact, everytime), I'd wished I was elsewhere far far away.

~ It's fine to be upset once in awhile but don't sink in too deep, if not it'll be hard to crawl back out. ~

Saturday, 16Nov2013

I have this sudden craving for Little Pancakes that needs to be satisfied soon! And anyway, Paris Baguette is finally in Tampines and this means that..... I DON'T HAVE TO TRAVEL FAR TO GET IT!! <3 Love Tampines so so much.

~ Find little joys in life to make you survive a little longer. ~

Sunday, 17Nov2013

Did so much today and I'm kind of tired to say everything out now. Anyway, do you think I should head to school tomorrow? Maybe not right! I mean, since I've been going out everyday and it's already the school holidays, so IT'S TIME TO RELAX AND ENJOY!! <3

~ If staying at home makes you really depressed and negative, why not head on out and have some fun? ~